So yesterday was the show, over at alexandra retail centre, a little bit of hiccups here and there, but on the whole was good! Hopefully the upcoming one at marina bay will materialize (:
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2:26 PM
Friday, May 18, 2012
Finally my one-week stint at MCYS has ended, cleared about 750 files with hanyang. A totally mundane and low-paid job, well it's just a week at least.
[tzin]
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11:08 PM
Monday, May 14, 2012
Still in disbelief for what happened during the last few minutes of this season's premier league, sigh but it wasn't our title to win before kick-off anyway, just that things got kinda dramatic, well that's football. Got weird dreams as well this morning, wanted to pen it down but now i've forgotten most about it, only remembered how i was shooting down enemies with a rifle, and next moment i was the prey being hunted so i kept escaping, zzz.
So recently my primary school friend dug up his class photo and posted it on facebook, though i'm not the same class as him i still remember how nasty his form teacher was and i commented 'omg i still can remember __________ that fucking bitch'. She wasn't tagged then, otherwise i wouldn't have made that comment, but eventually she was, and though i deleted it she still saw it. The next day i received a message from her on facebook, giving me a confrontation and demanding justifications. Unbelievable right? Well i gotta admit that it was my fault to begin with, and i could have just ignored her message, but couldn't let my ego take that slight bruise, so i hit back, and telling myself if she was to reply it'll end there, i ain't gonna continue with that endless arguments. She did reply eventually, even bragging about how classes who had been taught under her showed improvements and all those craps. Yeah whatever, not gonna disclose the contents here so not gonna go on.
And i don't go around calling fucking bitch for nothing, you pretty much earned it.
[tzin]
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12:48 AM
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
And finally it's the day, hopefully everything will me smooth later on. Can't wait for the day to end, especially since these things have been going round in my head for the past weeks, it's time to put an end to this. Finding a job can come later...
*fingers crossed
[tzin]
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12:48 PM
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Three months have gone by in the blink of an eye and now i'm once again unemployed. My stint in UOB has been good, i wouldn't say there are many takeaways, but still it's a good learning experience. Given the choices i had back then, i think i'd made the right choice. I'm glad to have met some really nice colleagues, and really hope that we would still keep in touch following my departure. But as much as we wish, it usually isn't the case, as we would just grow distant with time. Most of us are either too lazy, passive or feel that they're too cool to plan anything. And of course there are those who actually make an effort to organize something but end up being unappreciated as people tend to take advantage of others' good intentions. And yeah, we do meet different group of friends at different phases of life, some are transitional, while others you forge a lasting friendship with. So whether we'll have more good times in future, only time will tell.
Anyway thanks for the farewell gifts, appreciate it (:
[tzin]
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11:30 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Somehow i just don't feel like sleeping tonight, so i took a walk down memory lane, to about 3 years back, with all the if-onlys resurfacing again. And it's always back in toronto in 2006, where i'll find strength and comfort in pain.
[tzin]
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1:33 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Got this pleasant surprise from my sis today, all the way from US (:
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11:47 PM
Monday, April 9, 2012
Just got asked to removed some photos on facebook 'cause apparently some guy didn't really like what was uploaded, so i obliged to his selfish request, even though the others in the photo would probably wanna keep it. You could just untag yourself and that's about it right? If you care so much about your image, why bother posing for the photo in the first place?
#wtf
[tzin]
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12:12 AM
Sunday, April 8, 2012
One day at a certain point of your life you're planning for someday, and then quietly, without you ever really noticing, someday is today...
...and then someday is yesterday.
[tzin]
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7:46 PM
Monday, March 5, 2012
Great win over weisheng's bro's friends in dota, along with man utd's victory over spurs, oh and the $2 chocolate macaron mcflurry, gonna make my sleep real good tonight, who cares if i only have 5 hours of sleep left. Oyasuminasai world.
[tzin]
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2:04 AM
Saturday, March 3, 2012
1, 2, 3
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10:15 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Gosh didn't know booking flight tickets can be so draining, okay at least it's done, not gonna think so much about the '14 days prior to departure' offline payment thing 'cause my GP sucks. Getting everyone's confirmation was just zzz, some were hesitant, while some preferred other countries, but what can i do with these conflicting interests? I can't simply plan a small group trip without informing the other people or else how would they think? But even if i asked them i knew they wouldn't be too keen about it either. Bleah whatever, flight tickets are purchased, i can only hope for a smooth trip till then.
To add onto my previous update, posts about 'what i actually do' or 'what we actually do' are equally irritating, and overused, i found none of them funny at all. This is probably the most interesting one to me,
I’ll be the chorus
You’ll be the verse
We’ll live in a forest of beautiful words
[tzin]
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9:43 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
R.I.P whitney, and to those who post this on facebook say it like you knew whitney, and not simply 'cause you know only the song i will always love you and hence you put it on your wall to portray yourself as someone who's appreciative of her music when you know nothing. Same goes to those 9gag-wannabes who keep infusing 9gag lingo into their updates or comments, like 'trolololol', 'why you no blahblahblah', '#forever alone', or even the 9gag trademark face, stop trying so hard seriously, there's nothing cool about it. And by the way facebook is not twitter so stop spamming people's news feed with updates of tiny bits of your life every now and then, 'cause no one gives a fuck about it, especially those that post about their mushy kinky love life and only you and the boyfriend/girlfriend end up liking it, being in a relationship is not about showing off the things you do with your counterpart.
At times when you're at your lowest, being reminded of your strengths and the good in you helps. Really grateful to eechu and eric for those words to turn my world back around again.
May a good weekend begins.
[tzin]
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8:05 AM
Friday, January 27, 2012
Oh my gosh just look at the time now, can't believe i'm doing so much preparations just for a temp job interview, it better be well, though i don't expect it to be sigh.
[tzin]
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3:15 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Felt better after a nap, was kinda angsty earlier on at my dad for still not allowing me to drive alone, could remember how he said no in a really disgusted manner over the phone, then brought up the excuse of needing to send the car for maintenance and repair yet when i woke up you're back home taking your afternoon nap. I'll try to be more understanding, but oh wait, there's nothing much to understand. Your car, you win. And maybe you can even consider driving back to bentong alone instead of pushing this responsibility to me, i don't need someone to be nagging beside me every now and then while i drive, especially when they're rhetorical remarks. Another moment when you wish you are financially independent, in this case, to own a car, and having the liberty to drive around without the need to seek your parents' consent, 'cause it's your car. Can't wait for tomorrow's epic three man reunion dinner, can't wait. Alright the immature ranting ends here.
Got this adorable gift today, really love it! Hope you wouldn't dislike mine too much haha, at least try it yeah. Well lesson learnt is that next time if there isn't anything worth getting i shouldn't try too hard hmmmmm.
Missed the rainbow today while napping sigh.
[tzin]
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7:59 PM
Friday, January 20, 2012
Decided to shoot some hoops today, and ended up having a blister that's of the size of jihao's nipple. 'Cause it has burst i went to cut it, and dumbass me then realized how painful it was to walk on it.
Got some job offers but it's always either one that doesn't provide a good learning experience, or the location is too far, hopefully more calls will come in with better offers. I'm supposed to do something tomorrow morning, but i've forgotten what it is garh.
At least my second toe is shorter than my big toe, so i'm straight. Off to sip some Alizé.
[tzin]
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12:06 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Alrite so i'm told that we're going back to malaysia only on the 23rd, and coming back on the 24th evening, for only fucking 2 days. So on the eve it's just gonna be me and my parents having reunion dinner, great. All thanks to my sis who only can make it back on the 23rd, and how she has to collect her passport on the 25th. And i don't understand what dad is thinking at times, post office closes at 8pm can't we travel back in late morning on the 25th? So he went like "what if there are unforeseen traffic? like how uncle got stuck at the checkpoint for 4 hours?" if you've done your maths even if the journey takes 8 hours we will still be able to make it back on time. Well done sis, can't believe you couldn't have planned all these better, and how we had to go thru' shits to help you in applying visa and passport. I know i'm being a little selfish here, but all these shits just kills the mood for CNY.
Phuket was fun, period.
[tzin]
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12:51 AM
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Only three days since i've sold my itouch and i'm already missing it badly. It's been with me for four years everyday, my only source of entertainment whenever i travel, as well as the convenience it had given me when i needed to check for the final scores of previous night matches right in the morning. Sealed the deal at 180 bucks, not exactly a damn good price, but it's better than to let it depreciate with time. Was thinking about getting itouch 4G, but why not wait for the 5G? Well hopefully apple will release soon, and the new owner will take good care of it just as much as i did.
Got called down to Recruit Express for an interview, it was kinda waste of time as the agent merely asked the same questions she did with me on the phone. Since i can only commit after chinese new year, i've been put on hold, so i'm still unemployed. But i'm glad at their efficiency, getting back to me in the afternoon when i only submitted my resume in the morning.
Sigh besides looking for jobs life's pretty aimless. Having mixed feelings for this coming friday's phuket trip, wanna go but not really excited about it.
#grumpy
[tzin]
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12:34 AM
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Hello 2012. New year celebration was a blast, much much better than the previous years, and i can't believe that we've been doing the same shit for consecutively FIVE years. Great thanks to lee kwangyueh for hosting, but not so thankful for booking our return flight at 16 march instead of 16 january so we all have to pay extra 50 bucks each for flight changes.
Just took a glance at the my posts from last year, nothing significant happened in 2011, national service remains senseless to me, a complete waste of 2 years of youthhood when we're in our prime, though i'm glad that it's over, ORD isn't really much of a big deal. Family, friends, they have always been there, but love has always been so farfetched. If there's one thing i'll look back at for 2011, it's probably my grandpa's death. I must admit that i haven't been really that close to him, so as much as i want to remember, i can feel that he's gradually fading to the back of my mind.
Other than getting my driving license, i realized that 2011 is pretty much the same as 2010, with much lesser tears, and i haven't been extremely happy or sad, so i would say 2011 was rather smooth. Haven't made my resolutions this year, but guess i'll take away one that i've always made for the past years this time round, no vulgarities is really hard hahaha.
Well anyway happy new year everyone! May 2012 be a blast to all you up there (:
[tzin]
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12:48 AM
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Yay after waiting for exactly a month, it's finally here (:
[tzin]
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1:47 PM
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Had a four drive on the north-south expressway back to malaysia few days back, worn-out but thrilling! Really hope that dad would let me drive alone soon.
Just ate one large ji pa from shilin, going to sleep now.
[tzin]
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4:31 PM
Friday, December 16, 2011
Post-ORD has been awesome, let's do some recap. Collected my IC on the 5th, treated to the people from GSAB HQ, HR and system office to pizzas, bid my farewells, got a ride home from my understudy when it's only 2pm LOL. Alright and then it's preparation for the hongkong & macau trip, flew back to malaysia on the 6th before flying off again to hongkong on the 7th, then flew back from macau on 11th, stayed awhile in KL and took another flight back to singapore on the 13th. Wanted to buy alcohol at the duty free shop but flights from malaysia would not get to enjoy the duty free benefit, damn -.- Okay just glad to be home, had been looking forward to riding the plane but considering the frequency of flights i took recently i'm kinda sick of it hahaha, well there's still another ride next month! Oh and i accepted another tuition job, really grateful for these lobangs dropping from the sky. Will be driving off to malaysia tomorrow, and coming back on the 19th, hopefully traffic will be smooth. Anyway here's some pictures...
Taken in macau, 15 of us, making up one tour group!
Grandma <3 at hongkong disneyland.
Enjoying the 土产 that i bought from macau, nomnomnomnomnom.
[tzin]
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11:12 AM
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
At my aunt's place right now, malaysia. Touched down at LCCT a few hours back, and will be flying off again to hongkong tomorrow woohoo! Flying here and there so exciting.
[tzin]
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5:33 PM
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Being the most talked about movie lately i kinda expected a little more, but nevertheless a great show (:
[tzin]
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8:24 PM
Friday, December 2, 2011
Just wasted a shit load of time doing the ORD quiz. I've finally completed mustering of documents for this year, as well some miscellaneous stuffs here and there today. There will always be unfinished work at registry, at least there isn't any outstanding shits uncleared by my last working day.
Such a pity that drew and astro are out of the x factor, two of the most promising stars on the show. I just hope melanie doesn't win the competition, she definitely can sing but there are already so many singers with a big voice out there that's similar to hers. Just look at how ratings of american idol has fallen with each successive season, like how most artistes in the music industry today fade away after a one-hit wonder and failing to build on that success.
Gonna miss you drew.
[tzin]
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10:25 PM
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
So inspired by sunny choi, hopefully someday i'll be able to interpret songs like the way she does, with immense individuality and feelings. Have been feeling unsatisfied about playing the piano lately, with the utility of the same few variations for the songs i play such that it gets boring. Through her music i find more variations playable with the chords, and whichever more appropriate for the melody. And she made me believe songs that would sound dull on the piano can actually be soothing music. It's the kinda magic that makes you wanna run to the piano straight away, to try out new things, and work out something that you've never done before. Do check out the medleys she does, it's truly awesome piecing so many hits into one.
Shared this before, but this is still my favourite from her.
[tzin]
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11:53 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Yay passed my driving test, despite having to drive in the rain for the first time -.- okay probably a blessing in disguise, i didn't have to do the ramp and slope obstacle. Just got to drive my dad's car, with my dad of course, out for dinner. Got to experience driving on the expressway and it's pretty scary for the first time, especially when it comes to changing lanes :\ okay there's always a first, and hopefully it'll get better.
I'm just glad i only spent about 800 plus to get my license, not like someone who spent exactly $1975 (WTF!?). Hmmmm taking auto and private is really a good deal after all.
[tzin]
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11:18 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2011
I took a blood test today, had an influenza vaccination jab, and didn't cry at all. I feel like a real man.
[tzin]
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10:21 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Other than visiting patients at the wards, i detest going to the hospital.
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10:05 PM
Friday, November 11, 2011
No basketball session for this week again sigh. Well anyway 4 more working days left! Finally had my own ORD function today after being involved for countless functions but only as a helper. The guest speaker was great, so was the food, but was disappointed to only eat 2 cream puffs zzz. Credits to jeremy for organizing everything, but don't always look so stern yeah? Like the whole world owes you something...
Anyway i'm totally hooked onto Drew Ryniewicz's rendition of Just A Dream, rooting for her to win x factor man.
[tzin]
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11:24 PM
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Garh i'm sick, for as good as a whole freaking week! Started out with sore throat then feeling feverish but i don't have a fever (bleah am i making any sense). Muscleache all over, feeling really weak, purely surviving on panadols, and when the effect of panadol wears off all the shit comes back again, so another 2 panadols zzz, i'm sounding like a drug-addict. Driving lesson was horrible today, mount the kerb like free -.- not sure if it's because i haven't driven for a long time, or i just couldn't relax myself and concentrate, either way i'm feeling kinda scared for my coming practical test.
It's been 9 hours since my last dosage of panadol, and i'm feeling alright i guess, maybe it's in the mind, but please make all these shits go away shoo shoo...
[tzin]
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6:45 PM
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Took my marksman off today to get out of the office. Had lunch with martin at NUS, and the dumpling noodle at arts canteen seriously sucked, but avocado milkshake was nice. Headed to LT20 to look for yisan for awhile, before meeting up with lifern for dinner at Marché (YES AGAIN!). Got to try the black forest ham crêpe which i didn't during the previous visit, and of course the rosti was a must! Went to daiso and found this...
...and immediately bought 3 at one shot, really glad they're selling caramel corn again! Not sure if the orange one was the one i use to buy, 'cause apparently this is maple honey flavoured, and the other 2 are like totally new flavours to me, sweet potato and some almond thingy hmmmmm, had a lousy japanese translator so couldn't comprehend what was written on the packaging, but either way nom nom nom. Ended the day with a mocha frappé treat at mccafe (:
It's been a really great day, with great food and great companion, and many many rilakkumas, but would have been better if i hadn't receive any call from the office -.-
[tzin]
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11:18 PM
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Finally it's mine.
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11:03 PM
Monday, October 24, 2011
Almost everyday i wake up to fight my inner demons, from simply getting out of my bed to getting to work. I've always won, but succumbed today. Got to know some disappointing news last week regarding my COS, i didn't get both outstanding gradings for my performance and conduct, the former was one grade lower, just isn't what i expected, and i asked myself what happened. Guanneng and i are ord-ing at the same period, so it was told that there can't be two people with perfect gradings coming from the same office at the same time, which is really bullshit. Well he got it, but the least i felt was that i deserved it as well. I mean on paper there's no reason why i shouldn't be getting those grades, he's gonna ord as a recruit, while i'm a corporal, i've to take all the shits like IPPT and range while he only has to worry about office work. Maybe he's our boss' PA, so he gets the recognition that i don't. Then the next thing i asked myself was, did i do enough? I got an answer straightaway, i gave my 110% (almost) everyday to registry, and even going the extra miles out of my expertise, just whatever it takes to ensure things are always running smoothly. Anyway this is nothing personal against guanneng, and i ain't trying to justify that whatever i've done today is right, there's just no point in me to push that hard anymore.
And maybe after all i don't deserve the perfect gradings, imagine that.
[tzin]
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5:00 PM
Enjoying chocolate milk with cornflakes cereal, using facebook, and trying to pretend that whatever happened in the past few hours, didn't happen at all.
Scott's birthday party was totally awesome, two fullerton suites booked at the fullerton hotel, located on the highest (8th) floor, complemented with a magnificent view of the esplandae and MBS. Oh and there's plenty of hard liquors, took a few shots and some mix, got pretty high on that night. So besides alcohol, there were the customized M&M that has scott's face printed on it, small fruit tarts that came at $2 per piece, chocolate eclairs, ham & sausages, chips, live band, great companion, just chillax to the max. Oh and of course some really weird kisses that i hope to erase from my mind garhh -.- Got to jam abit with chuanrui's band, just the way you are! A really great song to perform. Cheney and i had the honour to lead in the singing of the birthday song hahaha, kinda screwed up though. And lastly big thank you to DAMIEN WONG from MSB for the ride home!
Can't wait to get my license and roam the street...
